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Matthew Ryan: I Recall Standing As Though Nothing Could Fall

Matthew Ryan
I Recall Standing As Though Nothing Could Fall
(matthewryan.bandcamp.com)
[Rating: 3 stars]

Over his past few releases, singer-songwriter Matthew Ryan has been experimenting with setting his intimate songs with folk-tronic arrangements and the spare music accompaniment works well with Ryanโ€™s raw lyrics. While I Recall retains his earlier recordsโ€™ moody, melancholic vibe, his songs here feel a bit more observational than the highly personal offerings on his last disc, Dear Lover.

Ryanโ€™s elliptical lyrics, suggesting grabbed snippets of conversations done in bedrooms, bar rooms, parking lots and city streets, reveal characters who often seem to be searching for connections. In his opening song, โ€œThe Sea,โ€ he sings โ€œI took the stage/to talk to you/but you werenโ€™t thereโ€ and in โ€œSong For A Friendโ€ he reminisces about a faded friendship while he now wades โ€œin the flood of loneliness.โ€ Several songs also address troubled relationships โ€“ โ€œMy Darker Side,โ€ โ€œI Still Believe In You,โ€ and โ€œAll Of That Means Nothing Nowโ€ (which creates an evocative scene of a disintegrating couple outside of a supermarket), although he offers a bit of hopefulness (at least in Ryanโ€™s world) in โ€œSummer In The South,โ€ where he admits that โ€œI wanna to know what itโ€™s like to live with you.โ€ The moving โ€œI Donโ€™t Want A Third World War,โ€ moreover, could be seen as a relationship tune but itโ€™s more a political plea; a plea made more explicit in โ€œI Want Peace.โ€

There is a hypnotic effect to Ryanโ€™s combination of hushed vocals, understated electronic beats and repeated lyrics that amplifies the songsโ€™ haunted qualities. However, this approach also lends itself to creating a certain sameness to the songs, with the programmed drum beats linking one muted tune to the next. One reason the โ€œHarmonium Songโ€ stands out is that the stripped-down track features just Ryan playing a harmonium. It also contains truly heartbreaking lyrics โ€“ spoken by a man about his now-dead brother โ€“ which makes a strong impact on the listeners. Another memorable tune, โ€œHere Comes The Snow,โ€ projects a warm, organic tone that somewhat recalls Dylanโ€™s โ€œVision of Johanna.โ€

The tensions that he builds in the music simmer a little too long without enough release points. While an engaging synth line percolates through โ€œHey Kidโ€ and an electric guitar punctuates the romantic ruins of โ€œAll Of That Means Nothing Now,โ€ it is only on the closing track, โ€œAll Hail The Kings of Trash,โ€ that Ryan raises his voice above a whisper and generates some energy accompanying himself on guitar.

While Ryanโ€™s bedroom laptop-folk music can get claustrophobic, his fractured tales of troubled souls hold a dark allure.